Got a life, now what?

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Well, yesterday it happened. (again) H said that he has re-engaged with the attorney and is filing for a D "soon". Asked him what he meant by soon and he said he didn't know. I asked, "next week?" he said "I don't think he will have everything prepared by then". He cried when he left the house. Trying not to cheer him up. I failed. I texted with him most of the night. Send him a bible verse and told him he was going to be ok.

I think I need to stop "being there for him". VERY difficult. 23 is a long time to just not be there. I usually just leave him alone and only answer when he texts etc (short answers)

So bizarre. We went to Cali last weekend and it was like our old days. At least I have a great memory of 'us'.

I will miss him.

Heavy heart but I'm doing ok. Praying a lot and reading the bible. Tornado came close to my office today and everyone was super freaked out, but you know, I had a very difficult time worrying about nature when my family is about to implode.

So sad for me and the boys and dil's and grands.

He said he hasn't told him. I'm not telling them. That's on him.

Any advice between the BD and court? Also, I still don't feel like my M is over. What is that about?