Thank you - it's good to have a community of people here who understand what is going on. I felt at my worst for a solid 5 month period. Nobody in my real life understood what was happening either, there was no one to talk to and I didn't know where to turn.
Seems I found this place just when things were at the darkest, and just in the nick of time. It seems you have too...
I suggest to keep reading the resources, they have been a source of great relief and reassurance, especially in times when the surge of sadness or negativity sets in (and that is still quite often).
As far as MC goes - I suggested it once and was shot down by W - saying it won't fix everything after 2 or 3 sessions. That's when I started to realize I was going to have to let her go on whatever journey this is alone.
However, I got myself into IC, and that has helped me a great deal.
