It's good to hear from you. Just wanted to come by and say that I feel ya on the trust and giving your heart to H now. I don't know how one restores that and forgiveness may be part of that equation, but I suspect there's more than that. I have no idea what that might be. I know this has not been your path, but I wonder if you need to take the next exit off the highway. How's the sex life? If this heaviness has been on your heart, even if it might just be a tremble at this point, have you been able to develop any meaningful intimacy?
