4 years pieced and still a work in progress!

[neffer]

Jack Three Beans once wrote:


"when I was going through this, my mantra was

Today is not the day that I quit

Maybe I will quit tomorrow, yet I will wait to see what tomorrow brings

Then repeat that tomorrow"


You know Blu that I did what your H did...so I don´t feel much qualified to give you advice.
Let me just say that you need to forgive H not for him but for yourself. Then you´ll find trust. I know it´s hard. But it´s a need.

Time and patience Blu.