I actually had a really good day. I am coming to realize that I am responsible for my own happiness, and it is not tied to someone else. I really didn't think about H all day, which allowed me to be better at my job, which felt good. I had a great workout a the gym, I am meeting people there and it feels great just to socialize and not think.
Posting here, being able to share my story, and having others support me has lifted a huge weight off my shoulders. I feel lighter today, happier. I know I will have good days and bad days, but I will take today
