Got a life, now what?

[97Hope]

Journaling.

Went on a family trip together with our S17 to see grands and S27 & DIL26. I got one room with two beds. He asked me on the first night to sleep with him. (s17 stayed with S & DIL). I did. Don't regret it.

Nothing new. Just more of the same. Had a fantastic weekend but when we got back to house, he left quite quickly to his apt.

didn't surprise me at all, I think it's because I have zero expectations. He told our S27 that he just needed space but didn't want divorce. I don't believe that. I think he still wants a D, but I'm focusing on my new job (2 months now still love it for the most part) and GAL. That is stilll challenging. I'm pretty exhausted after the work day and commute back and forth.

Thinking of ideas in that department.

I'm not as full of joy full time, but I'm surprisingly content and emotionally peaceful. So thankful for all of you here.

Blessings