My W has asked now twice if my mom would continue to pay for her sessions (which I know the answer is no) and we
Is what controlling? Not asking your mom?
I actually think is pretty entitled that my W thinks my mom should now pay for her counseling. "We'd use it for CC anyway" she's probably thinking.
Trying to detach today - struggling with feeling lonely AF. Missing my text exchanges. Having integrity is lonely, when I could do what she has done, but I think about what kind of man I want to be to my kids.
I will get through this. I will figure it out.
Don't know whether to pray for my W to get a job quickly, or to delay so that I get more time. It's already been 1.5 years.
H46 W38 M12 T15 D8,S7,S5
11/12/17 "I don't want to be married like this" A began 7/12/18 Confessed A 10/1/19 EA still happening with 2 4/23/19 "I want a D, but I want to stay until I find a job"
