180 Counterproductive?

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I could see that. I suppose the same could be said for her going alone and "finding herself" in her alone time too.

I really wish I could just detach! I have good and bad days, but the bad ones are all-consuming. I think "the odds" are creeping into my thoughts too...meaning I feel like I need to just admit that it's over. I feel like success (defined as her being in love again) in this situation is what, like 5-10% ? The desperation is not respecting myself.