180 Counterproductive?

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You are right. I need to STFU more. I've gotten better, a lot better, but still not good enough obviously.

I guess I was offering evidence that I knew I didn't see trying in the flesh beyond the words. She asked "what does trying look like" more or less, so I told her why I felt that way.

I never want to talk about any of that with her again! I'm cringing now.