Hello bpd I have been reading your threads and thought I’d stop by to say hello .what you have to bear in mind is that the Mlcer’s do cycle a lot so what you are seeing might just be one of the good days . As the others have said keep your expectations at zero because tomorrow she might just be different again which in turn will probably cause you to cycle . I have it with my W ,although mine moved out months ago but she might come to the house seem perfectly fine , normal even but then a couple of days later a harsh text regarding something or other which in turn sets yourself back .regarding what you say about starting all over again why think that far ahead just live for now ,a day at a time you don’t know what the future has in store but thinking to far ahead is just beating yourself up because your always going to think the worst scenario . Just like me . If you read my thread you’ll see that I To was having thoughts just like yourself all the ifs and buts all fear based. let it go and just focus on you. The Now.focusing on your wife is as I’ve been taught and come to understand wasted energy which could of been used on yourself . This mlc is a crazy ride but just hang in there it does get worse before getting better and the road is long and hard but your in the right place for advise . Keep strong my friend.
