great. Finsihed cleaning my garage and organizing my tools, took kids to see new Avengers movie, and started a sand volleyball team on Sunday, plus subbing for softball during the summer. Still hitting the gym, putting more weight on, but it more muscle as I've had to increase my weights.

Based on her body language, I think she already knew what I was gonna say as she just kinda took it in and didnt really seem that shocked by my answer to the IC question. The WAW fog has been gone for about ruffly 6 months or so as that is when she stopped seeing the OM(kid 24 yrs old) once she realized he really didnt want anything to do with our kids.

Sorry, that should read: why shouldn't I continue moving forward with the divorce (6-19-19 is next court date). In counseling she tried to argue about I took her kids away (since I have temp custody, but nothing else has changed) and said that she was gonna tell the judge she didnt need 800/month in child support. I was like well where was that at when we were going through the process?
W: you really think I would take all 800, when I would only need and tell the judge 4-500?
M: since I still dont trust anything you do or say, I'm not about to start now, esp since you had the opportunity in court to tell the judge that and didnt. Actions speak louder than words.

Either way, she now knows that I see no (happy) marriage here and will be proceeding with the divorce, unless a miracle happens in the next 50 sum odd days.