Had counseling today, needless to say she was not a happy camper. Counselor was asking her about the grudges she had towards me and if she was able to get over those. She said she didnt know. IC asked her what kinda relationship if any would we have if she wasnt able to let go/get over those....she said none probably. When IC asked me where I was at in all this I stated: as of right now, i see nothing that indicates that I should move forward with the divorce. She kinda gave me this look and said I cant believe you actually said it out loud.