I worry that I detached too much. The tension this morning felt terrible. H left this morning with giving little details of his plans and has not returned as of yet. He seemed despondent as he left, I almost felt bad. I think he is trying to give me a "taste of my own medicine". He was clearly upset my my absence yesterday, therefore he will leave and refuse to contact me all day. Like a temper tantrum.
He is content when we are getting along. He begins to feel comfortable. Feeling uncomfortable is making him want to flee and avoid. We are best friends, it feels great to spend time together and get along, yet I cannot be his friend when he is with OW.
