Hello all, i have been reading up over the last few days and one thing i came across that struck me that someone had wrote, i cant remember who,but it was on this forum that the mlcers crisis caused the lbs to go into mlc .now whats confusing me, is, if the mlcer doesn't know that their having or in a crisis and denies it (and we all know they think and know that there is nothing wrong with them) how can the lbs know their having or going into crisis, it doesnt make sense and especially as i know that childhood issues are a main cause of the crisis, but, what if that person pushed into a mlc by their mlcer (if this is possible) has no c.h issues, could they still have a mlc . .i dont know sometimes it feels as though the more i read the less i know and understand this crazy journey. i know that obviously i have learnt a lot from being here but with the way that i sometimes interpret things i read,question certain things , i find myself doubting certain things . ,am i in a mlc but dont know it due to her mlc .i sometimes think that this is not only a trial but a puzzle to be figured out as well, especially as you cycle and your thoughts and thinking constanty change and each time the thoughts change a different answer comes forth so you end up questioning everything.My w came to the house a week ago friday and to all intents and purposes seemed perfectly normal .i know about the masks they wear and such but you do question things ,although a dose of reality hits your conscious and you think back to the behaviour over the last year and so again your mind changes, you know that behaviour wasnt not real ie spewing, blaming anger, projecting etc etc yet you still question yourself all the time not question like you do in early bd days but just questions that do not seem to have any clear answer to .
