I plan to stay on this road. Being positive despite the struggles, is really proving helpful for me, and its quite intoxicating and gives me energy to just face things head on. I am here now, and need to make the most of it while I am, so I plan on exactly that. Thats not saying its not hard, it is, and I have good and bad days, but my bad days are far between, and are mostly because I have such a heartache for what my kids are going through. Can't change it, but can make the most of it for me and them.
Thanks neffer, you are a star.
BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018. EA: June 2018 PA: August 2018 - ongoing Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.