Im not an inpatient person by nature, but the thing that is messing with me the most......with her std what point is there in trying when neither of us think this really has any shot at getting to true R. Should I risk my health that I've worked so hard at improving and finally getting my confidence back, just for her to say after she figures out what she wants that it isnt this still (assuming she has come out the other side of her MLC) and now being stuck with something I cant get rid of for the rest of my life?
