Is anyone here DB'ing while still sleeping in the same bed? Separated in every way except separate?

Do you think I should follow up with an attorney? Look at some apartments? I'm gutted that we are both gonna be broke and separate.

I'm with the kids tonight. Trying to enjoy my time with them. Having to hide while crying so they don't ask why. If they do I tell them it's because I love them.

My wife emotionally separated from me 18 months ago. To keep going just feels like it's gonna be so dang hard.

H46
W38
M12
T15
D8,S7,S5

11/12/17 "I don't want to be married like this" A began
7/12/18 Confessed A
10/1/19 EA still happening with 2
4/23/19 "I want a D, but I want to stay until I find a job"