hi Roist I hope you're having an easier time of it. Maybe could you get a few days away, just you or you and the oldest? Call it a bonding weekend, but it might give you some distance?
Just a thought. Sending best wishes your way as always, xoxoxo
M 20+ T25+ S ~15.5 (BD) BD 4/6/15 D 12/23/16
"Someone I loved once gave me A box full of darkness. It took me years to understand, That this too, was a gift." ~ Mary Oliver