Gordie 23 one year after she dropped the D

[Gordie]

Thanks for checking in on me, so a quick update

Big picture, overall situation is the same

We had a successful family vacation

We are talking more and call and text during the day

Day to day is better and there is less egg shell walking on my part

In hindsight we were not ready for sex

It was awkward for both of us so we have backed off

But we are still in the same bed

And touch each other every day

I think I was too focused on W and marriage back in Feb and March

It was driving me nuts and not making things better

Two things have made things better

1 Focus on GAL separate from W which makes me happier

2 Live in the present as I spin thinking about the past and the future

Lent and Easter brought many thoughts about the need to fully forgive W