Things with H do sound very strained and horrible. His confusion is plain to see in his actions, words, and writings.
I believe you have made a great choice in replacing your lawyer. It sounds like you have much more respect for his abilities to get the job done. Your plan on getting H out, negotiating division of assets, keeping your business, and such - awesome! You sound well grounded.
It is nice to see you “really” got back into music again. Coincidentally I did the same. Singing in the car again, playing the piano, even bringing out the accordion, and going over to the personal care home to play for Dad and the other residents.
I have my passions back. I have my freedom. I will not let anyone rob me of those again (well hopefully). It turns out the person who stole my passions - was me.
Dating. I understand your view. No flaming from me.
I am rather humbled as of late. Good thing too, I was dipping into the sin of pride. God is where power and wisdom comes from, not me. I needed a little readjustment.
I am glad you are following along, and completely understand your need to stay away.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
It turns out the person who stole my passions - was me.