Living, I can't thank you enough for your support. I was just about to jump over to your thread.
H absolutely tries to justify his behavior. I do not recognize this man, but at times I do see him in there. There are times when he is talking to me, telling me about his day and everything seems so normal. I almost forget. I think he does too. Day to day conversation is so natural, familiar. Then it hits me......
This is truly the hardest thing I have ever gone through. I cannot even believe it is happening. It consumes me. Just a few short months ago we were living our life, planning our future.....
I've made many mistakes in the past 2 months, but I am trying not to beat myself up about it. I don't think I have done anything that would have changed my course at this point. I don't want him to leave, I want to work this out, but I'm not sure how long I can stay on this ride.
In just a few short days I have found so much support. I appreciate this forum.
