Last night was amazing, the happiest she has been in 3 months. She actually initiated conversations, was playful with the kids, it was so nice to see.
Then she came into my room while I was sleeping and accused me of being on her phone. She is so paranoid about it. This was crushing because the great night felt like it was for nothing. She felt my frustration when I explained I wasn't, I can't and I don't want to.
2 months ago I was on her phone searching for answers, which I did find many. She can't let it go. Anyways I think she felt the slightest bad for it, she actually initiated conversation about kids this morning.
The past 3 months she has been depressed and barely talking or looking at me. That's why yesterday was such a pleasant moment.