Hey Adam...been a while and it looks like things are improving. As you saw in my sitch there has been the same. Definitely beware of the negative thoughts though...through my IC I found I had for sure experienced some PTSD to some degree and catch my self spiraling in my own head about past events.
If some kind of R is what you want, live for the day, look forward to tomorrow and be a better person along the way.
Last edited by lost8; 04/24/1912:36 PM.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019