And no, if she wanted to R that would be a big no thanks on my part. Of course I care about her as a person. But I have no romantic desire for her. I am being very honest. I dont trust her and I would never get back into a relationship with someone who thought it was ok to hurt me as badly as she did. I could never trust her again no matter what.
I have always told her that if she cheated on me we were done. I was just lost and confused at first. But I found my way and i feel much better now. Having sex with another man is a dealbreaker for me. Her mistreatment during all of this just helped me detach that much easier.
I let her go. Which in turn freed me and allowed me to pursue my happiness.
Im sure she will be fine. I just need to move out because its obviously causing her some sort of problem with controlling her emotions.
M:16 T:21 H(me) 38 WW: 38 S11 D16 D19 Red Flags of A: March 2018 ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018 Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018 BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018 D Filed: March 27, 2019
