Feeling lost, scared and still fighting it... why?

[Turbine]

Woke up to the end of "Let it be " by Florida Georgia Line and Bebe Rexha. Seems like a solid reminder of our path. We have to drive the car and if they want to ride along... well it will be.

Started my "bootlegging" of frozen custard for people at work. So much for their diets. Their choice. I just showed them the flavor of the day calendar.

She paid the cable bill again from our account. No money in so really I paid it. Car insurance should be next.

If she can't cover bills in her name how does she expect this to work out for the long term?

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot Mahal... is the feeling to escape that strong you don't see past the end of your nose? That is a rhetorical question but please feel free to respond. Sandi... I know your thoughts would be most useful. Even if there is a 2x4 in there.