Feeling lost, scared and still fighting it... why?

[Turbine]

To be fair, I can't rule out a money issue for not seeing the youngest granddaughter. I had asked. She said give her the money.

Any money that way would be in the put your bags in the car and let's go. As in together. Won't hard sell that. I'd like to but getting to where I'll make that trip again solo. Make some chili when I get there and share. Maybe a pot luck at church there... spread the Ego chili!!!

I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter. Or Passover.

Spent Saturday night at younger daughter's. She went to the gym with me. We agreed, Ii am likely in better shape than my son (her brother). Another confidence boost.

Started reading Jesus Calling. Today's page seemed appropriate.

Started reading "The Subtle Art of not Giving a Foxtrot". Review to follow. Will be edited for family content.