Well, after today, I felt that the hope for saving my marriage is very low. It feels like nothing will change her heart. She mentioned how lonely she felt during last two years and that si why she is leaving me and it has nothing to do with affair. I just can't take the thought out of my mind that she felt no remorse for cheating on me. She feels nothing strange or no guilt about giving her daughter a broken home.
I don't feel like dating at this point in time and feel that it will be morally incorrect for me to do so till we get divorced. I so want to save my marriage and feel so helpless.
I will work on myself and try to GAL and make myself happy, but when I think of my daughter, I just feel anger towards my ww and helplessness about not being able to do anything to stop the destruction that I can clearly see.
I so want to sense prevail in my WW and she will make the right choices.
I don't want my wife to think that I am done with her and later if she would like to come back, she should not think that she can't because I closed all the doors.(Though i don't want to give a signal that I will be waiting forever).
She seems so emotionally detached that i feel that she is someone I don't know at all and don't want to be in love also.
Please pray for me and guide me towards saving my marriage.
