No more denial, time to get to work

[MRay]

So apparently our mediation attorney is incompetent or something. It took her 5 months from filing to finish writing up our judgement, which in her own words was the easiest judgement ever because we agreed on everything. The only reason we employed her services was to ensure we did the paperwork correctly. Pretty frustrating. Beyond that it might cost me my house because I expected to be done months ago, and now I don't have a judgement showing I owe no child/spousal support. So now the underwriter doesn't want to approve my loan. I might not only lose the house, but the deposit I've given the builder as well, which is quite significant.

The above was just to vent some frustration. Now I need someone here to hit me with a 2x4 and talk me out of something. So these latest issues with our divorce attorney have caused STBXW and I to talk a lot with each other, and vent about the issues. It's just clear the chemistry is still there, and from some of her comments it just makes me want to talk about trying again. I'm not wanting to stop the divorce process or anything like that, I just want to hang out with her and see what comes of it. Is it too soon? I know if she wants to try she'll let me know, but I'm really not sure of that with her personality. She's always been very stubborn, especially when it comes to feelings. I'm not really sure what to do. I'm leaning towards just letting it go, but there's a part of me that wants to reach out. Talk me out of it folks!