Part of me still wants the R. Going at this with no expectations. I cant be certain there is OM or not. She hasn't read any of those romance novels in maybe months and I get no vibes from her being secretive or doing something in my presence.
Last night was our last night in our old home. Been busting tail with the move. Because it was our last night and S6 sleeps with me, I asked if W would like to sleep with us and she did. She woke up and gave me a little back rub to help wake me up. We have been exchanging hugs and kisses more often(a lot of touch charges between us), kinda reverting back to what seems familiar but still awkward. I'm trying to just go with the flow and being in the moment.
Today was a big day, we had the movers drop off furniture at my apartment first where I am typing this now. Then it was to her place, or our place...whatever its called. She has the BIL and her nephews helping to put together her furniture for her. She hasn't asked me to do anything. She did ask me to help my S11 put his bunk bed back together because I was the one who took it apart. That I feel is okay to do, anything for the kids really. Earlier I was over there and helped put the kids to sleep for school tomorrow. We said night and I will see her tomorrow.
I'm tired. Been sore from all the lifting and moving. Gonna try to get some rest soon. As for how I feel about this new place... I'm okay with everything. It's a lot of adjustments like having filtered water, ice, personal space where I am not hearing noise from neighbors in all four corners. Have way too much furniture...
H 49 , W 47 T 23, M 17 S11, S5 BD: 7/18 IHS: 7/18 - 3/19 Physically Separated: 3/19-4/19 Piecing: 4/19 - Current
