Not Sure Where This Is Going

[Niall11]

Journaling here a bit because it's somewhat cathartic....Long, long post and I don't expect anyone to read it all but it's helpful to get some thoughts out.

Always helps getiing it out of your head. I skimmed it. Let us know if we can help.

Thanks. Not sure except if someone can give me the magic formula for truly GAL and detaching. She, and the overall situation, are in my head way too much. I'm still hurt every time she heads out to some social function we would have attended together at any time from 2009 to last fall.