I just want to do a quick thank you to everyone here. I’m deeply touched that complete strangers are here taking your own time to help and support me. Thank you.
All the advice I’m hearing here is showing me that I am not as detached as I think I am, and I’m notmaucceeding at showing him that he losing me. It’s not surprising giving the way I’m feeling, I guess I just hoped it would be a fake it til I make thing? Like I’m going through the actions to try to detach and not be present for him the way I was before. I will try to focus on changing my thoughts to be about me and not him, and maybe that will help me along. I DO NOT want to be plan b, and I do NOT want him thinking I will be. I need to get out of that mode, and I think what I’m hearing is that dressing up and going out when he’s here isn’t enough to achieve that haha.
