(((Turbine))) You are a good man with strong values so of course it doesn’t feel right and likely won’t for a long time. I am embracing my new life and meeting new people and, for the most part, loving it. However, there are moments, when I’m alone and my kids are away and I am rattling around in my big house that I feel what you describe...that it’s not right. I didn’t get married and have my family thinking my marriage would end. To me, marriage and family are for life. But...a marriage involves two people and when one decides they no longer want to be in it...you have to let them go. It is the loving thing to do. You are not getting stronger... you are strong already. You will get through this...it just takes time. (((HUGS)))