It sounds like you are starting to shift turbine that's a good thing. If Mrs turbine is going to blow the bridges then let her do it. Just make sure you have your distance, a six pack of beer, an Arnold Palmer, some popcorn, and some sun safety glasses. I'm sure it's going to be a jolly good show. If you are in the right place in the right frame of mind at that point in your life, it might even be a comedy, tragicomedy but still a comedy