Thanks for the update. Yes D [censored] at first. Keep doing the personal growth stuff. During my "Me Time", I would do dinners alone and interact with the staff. Keep doing the uncomfortable. Soon it is just the new you behavior. I am almost always the first to start conversations now.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712