Well I forgot to pay my water bill so that really sucked. I had to heat up some water I got from the store and take wash cloth bath Wow that was fun!
The good Dr sent me a text earlier today telling me she missed me and was sad she was going to have to wait until Sat to see me. Since I am such an upstanding citizen I told her I could come over tonight so she took me up on the offer. The three H's were in full effect and I have determined I have commitment anxiety. It's weird in her presence I enjoy her company, etc. etc. but when I go home I seem to go in my shell. Not sure why that is. She putting absolutely no pressure on me what so ever and I have no intentions of ending things but I guess there is no time table for these things and there is no rush I guess. I assume as long as feels that I am not going to bail or end things that is really all that matters. It is just a slow roll for me. I think she also knows its just a matter of time, she does refer to me as her BF and I don't have any problems with that.
I saw the xw tonight at my daughters soccer practice and I felt no desire for her. Tomorrow does mark the 1 yr of my D being final and I feel really good about where I am at with her. She texted me today and told me she was going with a GF of hers to Florida in a couple of weeks on a buddy pass to help her friend do some work (its a long story). She wanted me to know just in case her plan crashed. I told her she would be just fine and left it at that.
