I know you are letting me know because I need it. But that just scares the heck out of me.

Also, I really want to believe those same feelings will hit her at some point as well <-- probably feeding my denial but it is so hard for me to accept how different you say she is. I know her actions prove some of it - but I feel like it's right there under the surface. I just cant make it worse or go deeper into hiding.


H(me:) 44
W: 45
T: 16yrs
M: 13
S: 9
S: 6
Pre BD (not really recognized by either) 8/18
PA 11/18
PA suspected 12/22/18 (Denied)
PA confirmed 12/28/18
PA #2 (Different) 2/16/19
S: 4/7/2019