Thank you DnJ. I do feel like I am healing and TBH am much further along than I ever thought I would be at this point. I AM loving my life. I am having fun. I am spending time with my kids and making memories. I am meeting new people and making friends. I am present and no longer sad or wistful or regretful or lonely... and I was many of these things before I found out about my H’s double life. I’ve even exchanged some pleasant texts with my STBXH that were friendly and not all about the kids.
It feels good to be in this place. I have accepted my old life as I knew it is over and that’s okay... because it wasn’t a great life. I was waiting for him and I lost myself in the process. I am not waiting for anyone anymore. I am living my life for me and on my terms and getting to know me again. How amazing is it that the hardest experience of my life has been such a gift??
Anyway....bedtime for me... soooo tired from my weekend of R & R...lol. (((HUGS)))
