I do remember passing out quickly from exhaustion more than anything. My nights were 90 minute sleeps, max. Then jolted awake, get a drink of water, wander a bit, then crash asleep again. Repeat 4 times till morning. The first time you realize you woke up with out her being the first thing on your mind, is really good.
You are correct that your subconscious needs to accept and work through this. It takes time, and being patient. You are healing just fine, and I am impressed at how you are not trying to force things. Well done.
How are you two sharing custody and these last minute changes in arrangements for trips and such?
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
