Thank you all. I am doing my best to take good care of myself, fortunately I’m last the point of being so depressed that I don’t care about those things. I do my best to keep my home as nice as I can as well as my appearance. Yes, I do these things to attract my husband, but more and more I feel it’s for myself.
I’m feeling super anxious today. My H is coming to see our daughter and I’m extremely nervous, waiting to find out if he will bring up the divorce papers. It’s agonizing. Im conflicted; he gave Me the blank papers he had to look over. The last tome we discussed divorce, he agreed that we could basically fill out the papers together to make sure we are on the same page before filing, to avoid needing lawyers/mediation later. We were in agreement in regard to custody and don’t have any real assets. I’m torn because if he is going to file, I’d like to do it that way and maintain some control. However I got the advice that my helping the process along in that way wouldn’t be a good idea. Don’t know what to do there, and I pray I won’t have to figure it out.
He spent time with 2 of his closest (married) friends over the weekend. I’m praying that just maybe they gave him some wise words about marriage and family.
