You've got a lot going on FS. I've read the last several posts to catch up. I admire how you handle the interactions with H, and find it fascinating he seems to spend a lot of time at the house but wants to reconfirm he "isn't coming back". Sounds like he is very conflicted. Reading your sitch makes me wonder if I have it in me for the marathon. I think I do, but with all I know about H now, not so sure I would ever in a million years be able to trust him again. Only time will tell.
