Man this stuff is F'ing tough... really can't prepare yourself for this day at all. I knew I would have a tough time for a while but didn't fully understand what that actually feels like. The pure rejection of the situation really sets in once they are out.
H(me:) 44 W: 45 T: 16yrs M: 13 S: 9 S: 6 Pre BD (not really recognized by either) 8/18 PA 11/18 PA suspected 12/22/18 (Denied) PA confirmed 12/28/18 PA #2 (Different) 2/16/19 S: 4/7/2019
