Time heals the wounds M. You keep on with GAL and detaching. You have been working on yourself, keep doing that. Can´t fix what you can´t control man. It´s hard to face reality without much closure but you need to do it. For your own sake.
You know you can stand there and look into your future with determination and hope. You wait for no one. Stand strong today Manta. You have the strength. Live the reality. Keep the GAL. Better times coming, you know that.