I just read your initial post and our stories do have some similarities. My children are 8 and 1 and I have also been focusing on them. They are what kept me going and they are what's important right now. They bring me joy and remind me that I have to be strong for them. So far I think I have been doing good, and as much as this situation blows, I have a found a positive side on all of this- My daughter and I are bonding like we never have before.