Feeling lost getting over it and maybe not caring

[Turbine]

Working on my GAL activities. Not sure I would consider cleaning the garage one but it was time with my son. Even had a laugh or two. Probably the best was when he was pulling out the snow rake with the telescoping handle. It wasn't "locked" so as he was pulling it out.... he was pulling it out. Definitely a laughable moment.

Spent today with him and some friends throwing some polyhedron (multi-sided dice) then supper at favorite local Irish sports pub for half price burgers.

Thought about the gym but I need to do a few chores at home so any exercise will be body weight stuff. Push ups, sit ups, squats, lunges, etc. You would be surprised at just what that alone will do in sets and reps. There is an anime series called " One Punch Man". He is a superhero where there is a professional society and ranking etc. His training was 100 push ups, 100 sit ups, 100 squats and a 10 K run every day for 30 days. Well there is a guy who posted on YouTube doing a slightly reduced version of that training schedule. about half of that by the end of thirty days. Noticeable changes. Yes, I know... silly stuff but its on my mind and not a thought about the sitch.

Anyway I thought I would drop a thought here that wasn't a poor Turbine post.

Yes I still would like the R. I want her vs. need her.

Have I been showing that? Maybe. Not sure how she sees it. Doesn't matter though. We have a pause before the next court date. Work on the house. With less clutter there will be a different feel, feng shui, whatever. Maybe this will lead to other changes.

Not counting on it though. I am praying to God that this is time for me to continue growing and DBing. I know I need to work on those skills a whole lot.