Thank you for the support. I’m focusing on #1) my daughters well being, both day to day and emotionally/psychologically in the long run. I will say I feel that my H and I are both doing a very good job and keeping things as normal and peaceful as possible for her, and I think she is doing well, thank god. If she weren’t I literally don’t know how I’d handle this. The thing is that my H and actually get along well at this point and even have a pretty nice time together. It’s nice; it’s definitely a huge improvement from the very tense first few months of separation. And it’s defjnitely nice for our daughter. BUT it makes all of this that much more confusing, and keeps feeding the hope inside me. Since he brought up moving forward with divorce a few days ago, I am focusing a lot more on detaching myself and just living my life regardless of his words and actions. It hasn’t been long, but it feels pretty good. I stalled on the papers, telling him I need to look them over and just understand the process (which happens to be true) but obviously I can only do that for so long and I’m DREADING the next time he brings it up.
