LH19 yes I am familiar with the monkey branching effect. Or as I call it. The grasping of one hand before leaving another effect. Its not that I don't trust the process,...hmm... Ok maybe I do a little bit because I may not be applying somethings correctly, or inconsistently. In all truth I don't see too many recon success stories here or however, but the ones that have been, keep me hopefully.
Im not actually expecting recon for a few years, if at all. I don't have to have any certainty with that.I just want to live hour by hour day by day. I'm doing my best to remain unattached to her responses. Its the being ignored consistently part that WAS getting to me. It's not bothering me as much now, since I'm starting to get a sense of reclaiming myself and my self-worth.
Forgive me for my jadedness torwards women at times, it comes and goes with my moods. Sometimes I get a little arrogant myself, and I still have to catch myself. Im only human. I am sure all WW and WAS, have very valid points, and I do want to learn from them, and typically do when I am centered, humbled, and calm. The answers just come to me lately being more present actually. Ill try to maintain my humility more.Thanks
