I really didn't mean sound heartless in my last post, just after months of asking if she's ok, validating, etc. Now that I come home present, happy for no reason, and upbeat, now I noticed she's depressed by facial expressions. Since I decided to watch a movie in the living room for a blue moon change on a Friday night, she had no fantasy escape other than her mind, our S1, and her phone, which i noticed she abruptly put down while texting after getting up and walking by her this evening. Even after I was done early in the evening i handed her the remote. She just shut off the TV and retreated to her room and her phone. I know im being presumptuous, but she's probably wondering why I'm so happy all of a sudden, and she's so unhappy and indecisive again.
