Finally got a good night’s sleep which is the first in awhile. I got used to 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night with all of the drama over the past eight months. Last night a solid 7 1/2 hours. Yay me!! Feels great.
My sister came over for dinner yesterday and we watched a couple of episodes of a show that I’ve been recording for us. Got a bit bored after she left so I sent a few texts to the guys I’ve been talking to. No one answered right away and then everyone started answering at the same time so I was talking to four people at one point. Started talking to the guy who sent me a “I think I love you” message (joking of course) after he read my profile. He lives on the Island that I live on but about a 2 1/2 hour drive away. He also works in another province two of every four weeks. His two sons are in their early 20s and both working in a town about an hour away from me. Anyway... I read his profile and TBH, he sounds perfect for me...my sister thought so too. Not really sure what he looks like as his pictures aren’t super clear. I do know he has a nice smile and a great sense of humour. I told him I was sort of seeing someone when I first started messaging him. He wished me luck but then also said he hoped it wouldn’t work out...lol. I hadn’t really had a conversation with him until last night and he does seem a lot like me personality-wise. Funny and a bit flirty but not over the top. He’s back on the Island next week so I will probably meet him for coffee to see if there is any chemistry in person.
Facebook guy came over for dinner tonight. As per usual... we never ran out of things to talk about. We cooked together, watched some hockey, sat on the deck and chatted. He greeted me with a big hug and said good-bye the same way. Honestly... I always thought that when people write in their profile that they would like to make new friends but their “intent” says looking for a relationship, I always thing they are giving themselves an out. I’m starting to think that Facebook guy really means it...lol. I’ve spent about 20 hours with him and he has never tried to kiss me or hold my hand or anything. Yet we haven’t gone a day without talking for a month. This morning he texted me at 7:45 a.m. He talks about doing stuff in the summer. I’m at a loss. I know he’s not gay...lol.
I really like him...still not sure why...lol. He is very different from me and not my normal “type”. Maybe that is what is appealing? That being with him would force me to step outside of my comfort zone? If he is not interested in me as more than a friend though, it would be nice if he just told me. Does believe nothing they say and only half of what they do apply in this situation...lol??? I just keep thinking that if he only liked me as a friend, would he drive an hour to spend a couple hours with me or sit in a line of traffic for two hours or text me every single day? I think his actions indicate an interest in me and when I see him we get along great but he is definitely holding back from making it any more than a friendship. Maybe he is one of those rare people who actually does just want to be friends? I know, I know.... stop trying to mind read DV6. Whatever the reason... I’m definitely going to meet some more people and not get too hung up on him. At the very least, dinner was good. Hadn’t made this curry in a long time and it did not disappoint.
