Journaling a bit:

So came home one day earlier to take the kids since ex is going on a ski trip with her new guy. I am happy to get to have my kids for more time, so I gladly accepted when she asked if it could be possible. I actually couldn't help but laugh when I hung up the phone. She has never ever, not once, expressed a desire for going skiing in our 12 years together. Neither has sports been of any interest to her. Now she is an avid fan of his favorite sports, and apparently skiing is her thing. I find it kind amusing, and just hope, she does not break anything lol!

Other than that, im happy, kids seem alright although they are stressed about the situation it seems, and it shows from time to time. I have worked a lot of overtime, so im calling early weekend, and tomorrow me and the kids are just going to have a daddy day, where we take things in our tempo and just do what they want to.

Other than that the golf season just begun, and I played my first tournament on sunday and placed second, which was really great. So a lot of upcoming tournaments for me, which will definitely get me out there, socializing with people, and my tournament schedule for the coming season looks a lot different than previously because I have a lot of time on my hands when I dont have the kids, and I am done victimizing myself - I can't change the situation, but I can make it as good as possible within the frame that has been put over my head. I choose to do so.

Just a little from my mind smile


BD: Wife says "its over" 11th august 2018.
EA: June 2018
PA: August 2018 - ongoing
Status: Taking turns 7 days a week to be in the house w. kids
WW: no regrets, seems happy with leaving.