I'm having a hard time today keeping my thoughts to myself. I asked H why all of the sudden he changed the type of music he listens to (he has always listened to Christian music and has in the past made me feel bad for not always listening to Christian radio). He pointed out that I don't always listen to CR and that he just wants a change and that he used to listen to other stations before. I replied with, "okay, I was just curious." Of course my mind is racing and thinking that he is doing his best to separate himself from God since it won't make his conscience feel guilty or that he listening to music that the OW likes.
Also, he has started cussing a lot too, which is out of character for him.
I just pray that I get my husband back some day instead of this new person I'm having to deal with. 🙄
